Friends, I am born in 1990, December which makes me 25 plus in age. So, I have always got these feelings that this is an age where you neither are a teenager nor a complete adult. This is the learning period and is usually a little messy from my personal opinion. So, in this post, I have tried to jot down my feelings on this mid-20 crisis. Hope you all like it.
Have you crossed the age of twenty-five?
Then your life may seem to be messed up like a bee-hive.
As you are not a teenager anymore,
So you must have stopped being a day-dreamer.
But still you can’t behave like an adult,
And you may be expressing everything without any halt.
Life has never seemed so tough,
When even if you want you can’t laugh.
Because people start judging you from each word you say,
And for them, your one word has many meanings to convey.
Long are those days, when to a girl you could ask for a
walk,
Because at this age, they always think it’s their heart you
wanna hack.
Try being serious and you will be termed grumpy and bore,
And when you express more, all say childish nature is still
at your core.
The teenager say you have become a generation old,
And people elder than you say you are being too bold.
You are sandwiched between two distant generations,
And both of them try to teach you their thoughts and
lessons.
Though the rebellious flame is still burning in your soul,
But it’s slowly extinguishing, leaving away the burnt coal.
For every bad thing where you would have shouted before few
years,
Now you just close your eyes and shut down your ears.
You don’t know clearly how to react in a particular situation,
And if you keep quiet ignoring them, people accuse you of
taking unnecessary tension.
Your heart says you to say everything you want,
But your brain stops you and says, “No, you can’t”.
The definition of love has changed for you,
And you have now known heart breaks are not new.
Your youth inside you demands you to take revenge,
But then you realize, even if you win, nothing’s gonna change.
You have not become experienced like your nearby elders are,
But also you are not immature like those 18 years are.
The same people who say you that you have grown up big,
When you act too matured, they always take a dig.
Thoughts from both the age groups come to you during any situation,
You confuse between which one to choose and finally learn a
lesson.
You must be thinking friends, why I wrote this post?
Even I am a guy from the nineties, who kind of felt a little
lost.
With every new day I have changed my own definitions of
friendship and love,
And I have come across these feelings which I have penned
above.
It may be only me who is having these feelings on this land,
But friends, even if you have felt any one of these lines,
then please raise your hand.
Because even one raised hand will make me sure,
That I am not exactly mad which I have always thought for
sure. ;) :P
P.S. - Learn learn and learn; until you earn... :)
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